My dear sweet Remi.... today is Christmas and it is supposed to be a happy day, but unfortunately it is not for me. That is because you are not here. Our first Christmas without you. I remember when I would be wrapping presents on the living room floor, and you would plunk yourself down right in the middle of the paper and look at me as if nothing was wrong. You loved all the excitement and our friends coming and going because they made a fuss over you. You loved getting your own presents. You would spend hours playing with your new fuzzy toy especially if it squeaked. Those are the images I miss today. I think about you always and hope you and Homer are celebrating the holiday in your own special way. Love you and miss you my furry baby. Sending lots of hugs, kisses and belly rubs. love Mommy xxoo