Colin James

1998 - 2010

My baby boy, there is not a day that goes by that I don't miss you. Some days it's so hard, I don't know how to go on. I miss giving you belly-rubs, and you putting your paw in my hand. I miss seeing you in the mud-room every morning before work, while I would try to put my boots on, but you wouldn't let me. It is so hard to live with all the regrets of things we wanted to do, and never got to. I am so sorry. I needed more time with you...I need you. You were suppose to be there with me forever. Please, continue to be in my everyday for as long as I am here without you, until we are together again, even if it is the most painful part of my day. I love you more than words can describe, or that I was even able to show. Lots of kisses on the nose, Melo.