Morgan

2004 - 2018

It is November 3rd, 2022 and it has been four years since you passed away in my arms.
Anything that is lost can be found again, especially if it is in your heart.
I have a picture of you, Morgan, on my dresser.
You are three months old, sitting on the couch by yourself.
A ghost staring out at me. Lonely. Searching.
I pick up your picture every day, holding it, wishing I was holding you, wanting to reach in and touch you again.
But the time will come soon enough, Morgan, when I will be allowed to join you.
I will be able to step into that picture.
And I will sit on the couch next to you, put my arm around you and hold you forever.
I miss you, Morgan, I miss you every day.
Why did you leave me behind.
You are always with me.
I am always with you.
Your mommy and I will keep you safe in our hearts.