Kiki

2009 - 2020

Today I celebrated my birthday by saying goodbye to my best friend and my one true love, Kiki ????❤️. This happened at 3am this morning. I’m completely heartbroken, shook, shattered, gutted, just beyond belief - words cannot describe it ????. It’s all too surreal at the moment.
Those of you that know me well, knew how much I loved her. She made me so happy, I couldn’t have asked for a better dog. She made my heart full every single day ????. She was there for me when times got tough. She was the most loyal little thing and she loved me unconditionally.
2020 has not dealt me the best of cards and this was just the icing on the cake. It’s definitely going to take me awhile to climb out of this one because I know my heart will never heal from this. I can’t even fathom not coming home to seeing your wagging little tail, hearing your little pitter patters across the floor, touching your little button nose, and feeling your warmth while we cuddle.
I love you so much Kiki, I just want you to know that. You’re in a better place now and it puts me at ease knowing that you are not suffering anymore. I am glad that you kept hanging on tonight and that I was able to make it back before you slipped away. I was so scared that I would miss those final moments with you. I’m at peace knowing that my face was the last face you saw. Kiki, know that I felt your last breath and your last heartbeat and that I was there with you for every second of it. You put up a good fight tonight, you were tired, you fought the best you could, and now I hope you’re resting easy in doggy heaven.
Kiki, for the little time you spent on this earth, you definitely made a huge impact - you showed me more love than anyone or anything ever could.
You were far from being just a pet. You were a family member and you were my best friend. You were well loved not only by me, but by everyone in our family, especially dad. It’s heartbreaking to know that you’ll no longer be by my side, but I want you to know that you’ll always be in my heart ????❤️. I will be thinking of you every day. You will never be forgotten.
I will love you forever and I will miss you for eternity.

Rest In Peace my sweet, beloved pup. ????????

- Kiki ???? April 21st, 2020