BAXTER

2004 - 2020

I know I'm not good at showing or expressing my emotions or my feeling. You don't need to read this, I don't need a comment. I just need to let it out there, so I wrote an obituary. You can ignore these post using the top right hand options so you don't see it all the time as I am continuing to add pictures and videos after I find them. September 13, 2004 - January 30 2020 This morning I woke up thinking to let you out for your morning pee but didn't hear your steps. Last night I grabbed up your bowls and some of your stuff but just couldn't with out the tears. I can't go to Tim Horton's with out thinking of getting a plain timbit. I don't like coming home as I'm expecting you to greet me or I look for you sleeping in my bed or one of many that are in each corner of my house, having you watch You mean more then what same say just a dog, you where my kid, my responsibility my adventure guide, you made me look at the world differently and I feel that I failed you by not being you to emerge pet hospital that night. You where not mine, I didn't choose you, but on November 23, 2009 I've just read the email of making the promise of "taking care of him until he dies". I always put you first, times I was struggling when I close my business I went with out food to make sure you where fed, had our gas cut off keeping curled up keeping us warm. You got me out to experience the out doors, when I was stressed, over worked or just down ... You looked at me and asked for a walk, canoe or kayak on the river, camping trip or just a simple car ride. You made me pick a home, not the one with a pool and was nicer ... But because I was worried about you about the air quality due to contamination form Northstar. A car so you could see out the window, salesman thought I was nuts. I wanted to take you to every provincial park, experience other places and outing. Together we raised money for Cambridge power poohie walk every year. Baxter you made me make choices putting you first because I had to come home to you .. you put me in a better place. I can write for days, I'm sure I'll edited this over the next few days or over time. But for now I'll just upload your photos of the great times we had.